Is it just me or...............

Have you nottaced that a lot of people have been falling in love lately? I dont count because I have been in love for the past three years........but anyway...............yeah. I nottaced that recently.


Update on my sickly-ness:

I am still sick with the same thing but I am much better than the begining. I am taking antibiotics, musinex(sp), and some really good cough syrup that works really well. I am starting to freak out a bit though cause my lungs have started to make wierd noises while I'm breathing deeply and after. It does sound cool if you take out the part that only I can hear them.

Nope, it's not you. Yeah everyone's falling in love but my retar-... "Special People" friends wanted to know so I told them. Basically... It's just Michael Goin. He keeps telling me to have s-e-x with her and I'm like, "=O I'm eleven, you...!" and then some beepity beep and and beepity beep there. He watches porn a lot. Even when I go to his house... -_-'... He's stoopid. He doesn't realize that I'm eleven. He's twelve. But I act more mature then him. He's stoopid.


I hope you get gooder Bethany! I mean well... or is it gooder? Meh, I'll stick with gooder.

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM NOW OFFICIALLY SICKENED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We must kill him , i've told you this ovr and ovr again.

Yeah we need to kill him. And now Thomas is doing it too. Except he's not as annoying as Michael is.

Plus, I think I should give up.

1. She doesn't even like me.
2. I'm being bugged about it by Michael.
3. I can't remember the third reason but I'm failing math because of it. lol jk

So yeah. I should just give up and find someone else and KEEP IT A SECRET.

no you shouldn't!

michael is a bleepity bleep bleep for being that way.
(he was b4 but thats not the point!)

we need to kill them both!!!!

they are both nasty headed people! little cows in training should not be around things like that!!!!

Eleese.....me......you.......friday.............they must die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bethany, I agree with you on the first post.

yeah.

eleese.......cliffy.........we didnt kill them yet. after holidays........they MUST die!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah we'll kill them and then I'll give up. There's absolutely 0% chance I can do it


-She doesn't like me
-I'm too shy
-I'm too stupid
-I hate myself for doing this
-And I'm just... I can't do it.

dont give up cliffy......

if she dont like you then she dont know how nice u is....

if those retards you call friends keep bugging you about it then they aint u real friends.......

ya know they more than likely like her too and want u to give up..............

they know that they dont have a chance and you do so they want you out of the picture to give them more of a chance.........

if you give up................then your letting the retards win.......

I totally agree with you beth i mean if i gave up Graham wouldnt be my boyfriend

~!!!!!BREAKING NEWS!!!!!!~

The dude i liked for three and counting years...........HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!

Reasons why i hate him!!!!!:

1) he doesnt care about me.

2) he wont text me at all!

3) he wont talk to me unless forced to!

4) i couldn't care morre about him where he couldnt care less about me!

Oh... Snap. That sucks.

Aw man... That does suck.


Well guys... I've decided to give up because I don't even think I'm ready for a girlfriend... =[ I hate myself for this. But then again I'm more relieved. Er, I mean she is, but I hate myself for this.

dont give up little cow!

have faith and hope!



P.S.-

My sis made me jam my finger and now (if I dont want to be in pain) I cant move it at all. It even hurts to type.

No... I've made my mind up... you can uhh, tell her that she can stop worrying now.

Well that ends my life for at least 3 years...

Clifford dont you do it young man i am ur concious listen to me

you do give up cliffy and friday i will personally slap you silly!!!!!!!!!

yes luke.....it does suck.......MAJORLY!

i no longer hate him........i do still like him just way less(dont tell him that)..........I have decided to try and become friends with him (AGAIN!)

I think being "13" has finally hit me! I acting more mature..........strange huh?........ I also pretty much dont have a crush anymore.........its kinda wierd.......if only getting older improved your typing!

CRAP!!!!!!!! THIS IS BAD FOR ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!!!


I LIKE LIKE HIM A LITTLE AGAIN!!!!!!!! (dont tell anyone!)


Once again I get depressed when I see him look at any girl! Even if I know that they're just friends...........

P.S.- I am usually depressed at dances.......and all through out the week....... you may say that I'm not but you have no idea what goes through my head during the day or what I think when we go to the fitness room during health and I see him look at Lindsay S. or what I feel when I look at him or how bad I wish we could go back to third grade and have none of this happen ever........how bad i wish i could undo time and take away all the things i ever did that ruined our friendship.......some how make me not like him..........there would still be heartaches(sp) but none this bad........it physically, emotionally, and mentally hurts..........i usually wish that he would fall in love with me........now i just wish i would fall out of love with him............that would make everything better.......even better if i wished that no girl would start out as friends with a guy then get overwhelming feelings for them.......thats how it all starts.........as friends......then something goes wrong and everything falls apart...........the worst thing of all is when and if someone tells the other person that they like them and only one has feelings for the other..........i rember when i told him i liked him........i want to cry just thinking about it............ i wish all this stupid drama would go away........ that all the feelings and meanness would dissapear.............forever

Wow... Losta typing up there.

Well I said that on Winter Break when I was foolish, so I decided to not ''give up". But the thing is idk when or how to tell her. Because too many of my friends are around and they're stupid. So uhhhhh, help please?

Oh and yeah, beth, Lindsay S. sits on "his" lap so I think it's too late. =[

thank you captain obvious!!!!!!

LUKE! STOP EDITING MY STUFF UNLESS YOU HAVE A GOOD REASON TO! I AM OBVIOUSLY NOT IN A GOOD MOOD!





I'm going to slink away and hide under a rock now..........

Yah seriously Luke. If it's not important, don't edit it. She's in a very bad mood.

*Shrinks back* Sorry...